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| Here I go...
On the road again... this time even further from where I started.
On I go to reach the dreams Ive had since childhood...
On I go to finally take that step that will get me what I desire...
I go alone, completely, but Im ready..
I think?
The countdown begins... 2 and a half or so months left...
Peace out SIN CITY | | |
| Its amazing how certain events trigger emotions to come into focus... Anger sweeps thru and self assured senses clear... I am nobodys fool... but my own?
I havent been on this thing in a while... just sitting here and thought to my self "self, you should go to xanga"... so glad I did. Saw something that reminded me of purity, inspiration, admiration... LOVE. Yes yes yes.
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| Thats it.... Ive come to the realization that VEGAS has stolen my soul...
It lacks creativity
lacks culture
lacks beauty
lacks nature
lacks peace
but career options abound... atleast stepping stones
I was never one to compromise soul for technicality and now.... STUCK
but a stuck in which I close my eyes and float through because for now... this is what I have to do. | | |
| "Burn"
There's a lightning storm each and every night
Crashing inside you like motorbikes
We toss and turn, sleep so loud
Grind the teeth in our
Our empty mouths (are empty...)
There's a forest fire burning bright
Spreading quickly towards our last rites
Nowhere to run, pointless to hide
Just lay there and scream, pretending to try
Pretending...
Intending to burn, pretending to fight it
Everyone learns faster on fire
Things took a turn, lost all desire
You live and you burn
You live and you burn
This impending doom is left deep inside
And it's haunting you each and every night
Like starving wolves counting sheep
We close our eyes, pretending to sleep
Descending...
Intending to burn, pretending to fight it
Everyone learns faster on fire
Things took a turn, lost all desire
You live and you burn
You live and...
Like hell we are anxiously waiting
Like hell burning silently strong
Somehow we fell down by the wayside
And somehow this hell is home
As we burn, pretending to fight it
Everyone learns faster on fire
Things took a turn, lost all desire
You live and you burn
You live and...
Like hell we are anxiously waiting
Like hell burning silently strong
Somehow we fell down by the wayside
And somehow this hell is home
Right now, this hell is my home
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Short Stories with Tragic Endings
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down for the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know, the only reason, you are here now is, a reminder
of what I'll never have..
I'll never have.. I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in..
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down.. come down. I cherish you.. I cherish
you.
Just say that you would do the same for me..
just say you would do the same me..
just say you would do the same...
just say you would do the same for me.
For as much as I love Autumn,
I'm giving myself to Ashes.
SSSSSSSSIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH | | |
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